It's hard to try when you're stuck in a rut. You kinda just wallow back and forth not really doing anything. School Hobbies Sports Distractions. They all bombard you until you aren't doing anything at all. Its so hard for me to focus on one thing I end up going from one to the other never getting anything done, which is why my grades are so poor, which is why I never practice lacrosse, which is why I never post photographs. I have no motivation whatsoever but I need to find some. Soon.